Its been years ago.. seronok rasanya bila perasaan cinta itu hadir.(apa lagi klu 1st love kan..) When I remember it, I jst want to burst and cry (sometime la..regreting I guess)… but let bygone be bygone… anyway, it’s a feeling that money cant buy.
But the heartbreak took times to heal… tipu sebenarnya pepatah “lets time heal the wound”.. (hehe bagi akulah) maybe I love him much than the words can describe, so when it came to an end, I felt a part of myself been rip off…its really hurt that I thought( on that time la) its better if I just lost my mind… but suddenly I remembered the pray … doa yang slalu aku mohon..for my life..(…God, You know exactly the best man in my life..blah,blah,blah).. and after 2 years of my relationship, its ended. I know God have answered it. Even from the start, I have a feeling that this man wouldn’t be the one im sharing my bed with (haha) for the rest of my life..(bcoz sometimes, I dreamed that I don’t want to walk the aisle with him,..haha) … (thank God its ended) its jst the breakup process I dnt like.. he’s been a coward to admit it personally…people said he’s a good guy, a loyal fren ( and so on) .. but after what had happened, my respect to him..lansung tiada…( I still remembered that on that time I love him so much, that even if something happened to him, like he suddenly buta or else, im willing to be with him for the rest of his life) so, I guess he’s the one who lose more…BECAUSE I CAN LOVE SOMEONE ELSE LIKE I LOVE HIM… but I believe in karma too… klu kta buat jahat pd seseorg...akan di balas jahat jg..(the situation myb changes but the *hurt* feeling will be the same) haha…
So, guys if u loves someone…don’t make her/he know ur feeling for them… If u say “I love u” let it be forever.. or u might end up hurting them…
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