I knew God has gave me bunches of wonderful person along the journey of my life. I know the future is not me to holds, we may not always be together, but i hope u can remember me always as ur friend as I never forget u...and I knw friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their hearts to us.
so friends,I wish these for you...
Comfort on difficult days,
Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Rainbows to follow the clouds,
Laughter to kiss your lips,
Sunsets to warm your heart,
Gentle hugs when spirits sag,
Friendships to brighten your being,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Confidence for when you doubt,
Faith so that you can believe,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to accept the truth,
And love to complete your life.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Mum.. i love you too...
I love you too mum,as much as I love si papa...
Gusto ko' kasama kayo hanggang kailan...
Kami tahu…
beribu - ribu peluh kau keluarkan untuk kami
beribu - ribu tetes air mata kau keluarkan untuk kami
jika kami nakal..
senyum tulus slalu kau salurkan ke hati kami.
Terima kasih Mama,
begitu besar pengorbananmu,
begitu besar cinta kasihmu,
kami slalu ingin kasih sayang dan hangatmu
Maafkan kami ma..
kami tahu dirimu lelah
kami tahu dirimu letih
kami tahu hatimu terkadang susah
dan merintih karena sifat2 kami
Tapi kami berjanji
kami akan slalu membuatmu tersenyum
kami akan menghapus duka demi duka
yang tergores di hati mu
Maafkan kami ma,
kami hanya dapat memberikan ini
seuntai kata-kata tak berarti…
Tapi kami berjanji akan selalu mengukir
hangatnya senyum dan cinta kasih mu
sampai bilapun
panjangkan lah selalu usianya ya Tuhan…
karna kami takkan lelah melihat
senyum dan sorot matanya yang tulus dan suci…
Mama,
semoga senyum hangatmu tak pernah pudar
semoga uluran tanganmu penuh cinta kasih yang tak pernah sirna.
Gusto ko' kasama kayo hanggang kailan...
Kami tahu…
beribu - ribu peluh kau keluarkan untuk kami
beribu - ribu tetes air mata kau keluarkan untuk kami
jika kami nakal..
senyum tulus slalu kau salurkan ke hati kami.
Terima kasih Mama,
begitu besar pengorbananmu,
begitu besar cinta kasihmu,
kami slalu ingin kasih sayang dan hangatmu
Maafkan kami ma..
kami tahu dirimu lelah
kami tahu dirimu letih
kami tahu hatimu terkadang susah
dan merintih karena sifat2 kami
Tapi kami berjanji
kami akan slalu membuatmu tersenyum
kami akan menghapus duka demi duka
yang tergores di hati mu
Maafkan kami ma,
kami hanya dapat memberikan ini
seuntai kata-kata tak berarti…
Tapi kami berjanji akan selalu mengukir
hangatnya senyum dan cinta kasih mu
sampai bilapun
panjangkan lah selalu usianya ya Tuhan…
karna kami takkan lelah melihat
senyum dan sorot matanya yang tulus dan suci…
Mama,
semoga senyum hangatmu tak pernah pudar
semoga uluran tanganmu penuh cinta kasih yang tak pernah sirna.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I love you dad!! forever...
I miss u dad... Semoga cepat sembuh..
Papa,
Setiap kali memandang wajahmu
Hati ini begitu bersyukur
Hati ini begitu bahagia
Mempunyai seorang bapa sepertimu.
Papa,
Kehidupan kami begitu bermakna
Dengan titik peluhmu
Kami mengenali dunia
Dengan kasih-sayangmu
Kami mengenali bahagia
Papa,
Kami tahu susah payahmu
Kami tahu deritamu
Kami tahu budimu
Semuanya kau persembahkan
Tanpa sedikit pun rungutan
Tanpa sedikit pun kemalasan
Demi membela diri kami sekeluarga.
Papa,
Jutaan kasih dan penghargaan kami hulurkan
Buat cinta kasihmu, penat lelahmu,
Nasihat ikhlasmu, dan pengorbanan abadimu,
Yang sanggup berkorban segalanya
Hanya kerana keluarga tercinta.
Papa,
Setiap kali memandang wajahmu
Hati ini begitu bersyukur
Hati ini begitu bahagia
Mempunyai seorang bapa sepertimu.
Papa,
Kehidupan kami begitu bermakna
Dengan titik peluhmu
Kami mengenali dunia
Dengan kasih-sayangmu
Kami mengenali bahagia
Papa,
Kami tahu susah payahmu
Kami tahu deritamu
Kami tahu budimu
Semuanya kau persembahkan
Tanpa sedikit pun rungutan
Tanpa sedikit pun kemalasan
Demi membela diri kami sekeluarga.
Papa,
Jutaan kasih dan penghargaan kami hulurkan
Buat cinta kasihmu, penat lelahmu,
Nasihat ikhlasmu, dan pengorbanan abadimu,
Yang sanggup berkorban segalanya
Hanya kerana keluarga tercinta.
KISSES...
The Top 10 Health Benefits of Kissing...
Have been documented in medical studies offering amazing advantages for a long and healthy life.
1. Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who don’t.
2. Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind.
3. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound! It's time to start that kissing diet!
4. Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.
5. Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.
6. Kissing is good for the heart, as it creates an adrenaline which causes your heart to pump more blood around your body. Frequent kissing has scientifically been proven to stabilize cardiovascular activity, decrease blood pressure and cholesterol.
7. Those who kiss quite frequently are less likely to suffer from stomach, bladder and blood infections.
8. During a kiss, natural antibiotics are secreted in the saliva. Also, the saliva contains a type of anesthetic that helps relieve pain.
9. Kissing reduces anxiety and stops the 'noise' in your mind. It increases the levels of oxytocin, an extremely calming hormone that produces a feeling of peace.
10. The endorphins produced by kissing are 200 times more powerful than morphine.
Kissing is a universal language that requires no translation to glean it's message,indeed!!
So,lets kiss each other..chup2..muawh2..
To kiss a miss is not unlawful
But to miss a kiss is simply awful
Kissing spreads germs it is so stated
So kiss me baby, I'm vaccinated.
Have been documented in medical studies offering amazing advantages for a long and healthy life.
1. Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who don’t.
2. Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind.
3. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound! It's time to start that kissing diet!
4. Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.
5. Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.
6. Kissing is good for the heart, as it creates an adrenaline which causes your heart to pump more blood around your body. Frequent kissing has scientifically been proven to stabilize cardiovascular activity, decrease blood pressure and cholesterol.
7. Those who kiss quite frequently are less likely to suffer from stomach, bladder and blood infections.
8. During a kiss, natural antibiotics are secreted in the saliva. Also, the saliva contains a type of anesthetic that helps relieve pain.
9. Kissing reduces anxiety and stops the 'noise' in your mind. It increases the levels of oxytocin, an extremely calming hormone that produces a feeling of peace.
10. The endorphins produced by kissing are 200 times more powerful than morphine.
Kissing is a universal language that requires no translation to glean it's message,indeed!!
So,lets kiss each other..chup2..muawh2..
To kiss a miss is not unlawful
But to miss a kiss is simply awful
Kissing spreads germs it is so stated
So kiss me baby, I'm vaccinated.
Marunung ka ??
Oo naman..marunung ako..syempre!!
Its nice to be able to learn other languages a part from our mother tongue.
So today, at the age of 24, I did learn my mother tongue language-Bahasa Malaysia,
my native language-KadazanDusunRungus,English,Spanish,and Tagalog... I learned to converse,and write...im neither an advance user,nor a beginner.. a moderate i guess!! so im looking forward to learn korean language soon...a mandarin is a compulsory before i turn 26..
Its nice to be able to learn other languages a part from our mother tongue.
So today, at the age of 24, I did learn my mother tongue language-Bahasa Malaysia,
my native language-KadazanDusunRungus,English,Spanish,and Tagalog... I learned to converse,and write...im neither an advance user,nor a beginner.. a moderate i guess!! so im looking forward to learn korean language soon...a mandarin is a compulsory before i turn 26..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Forgive my fear...
I walk on space,
On air so thin
I fear to fall.
Dear God forgive me
For my fear to love
For being so small
In a world so big
Forgive me for not wanting pain
For seeing it first before joy
I know I shouldn’t look first,
At how easily I bruise
Or harden my shell to outside touch,
Or hide within my self,
Or stare with dead eyes
Forgive my fear
Of reaching out over empty spaces,
For taking all the love you give
And giving nothing in turn
When next I shy, nudge me to try
When next I sigh, nudge me to smile
When next love needs, steady my feet
That I may be here,
To brave my fear.
Virgin diet??
hooray!!...
Starting this month, im going to eat healthy foods ONLY!!!
I'm going to eliminate some of my unwanted fats...specially on my thigh...though it looks sexy... latina thigh-i guess (ngengeee)
I'm not going to be underweight person, skinny or something that associate with it...
I'm going to have a well-propotioned type...
So, sure I'll have to terminate certain feel like heaven foods...haha...
NO SOFT DRINKS
NO FAST FOODS (the hardest things to ignore)
N0 PROCESSED FOODS
I wish i can do my sit-up consistently everyday...with full of dedication and eagerness...
Starting this month, im going to eat healthy foods ONLY!!!
I'm going to eliminate some of my unwanted fats...specially on my thigh...though it looks sexy... latina thigh-i guess (ngengeee)
I'm not going to be underweight person, skinny or something that associate with it...
I'm going to have a well-propotioned type...
So, sure I'll have to terminate certain feel like heaven foods...haha...
NO SOFT DRINKS
NO FAST FOODS (the hardest things to ignore)
N0 PROCESSED FOODS
I wish i can do my sit-up consistently everyday...with full of dedication and eagerness...
Help me FORGIVE...
When rage and fury overwhelm my heart,
It’s time to look to God’s own Holy Word.
I search the Bible for His good advice;
My will to His commands must be deferred.
In Romans God reveals His love for me;
In all things God works only for my good;
He gives me blessings I can’t understand;
I’d be peaceful if I’d do the things I should.
Jesus forgave so much; why then can’t I?
I want to mold my life after His own.
I pray, I try, but my sinful nature wins;
Lord, help me, I can’t do this thing alone.
In Colossians, I read about the peace of Christ;
Oh, how I long to feel it in my heart.
All I have to do is to forgive,
But Lord, it seems I don’t know where to start.
I need to walk a mile in the other’s shoes;
They’re doing what they think they have to do.
I know some problems are blessings in disguise,
But Lord, sometimes I feel so doggone blue.
Ephesians says "forgive as the Lord forgave you;
Get rid of anger and every form of malice."
I’d love to just let go and release it all,
But upon my heart is a wound that’s become a callus.
I’ll keep praying, trying, Lord, no matter what;
I’m determined to let go and relinquish blame;
Some day, I’ll say, and be truly sincere:
"I forgive it all in Jesus’ precious name."
(Romans 8:28, Colossians 3:13, Ephesians 4:31)
It’s time to look to God’s own Holy Word.
I search the Bible for His good advice;
My will to His commands must be deferred.
In Romans God reveals His love for me;
In all things God works only for my good;
He gives me blessings I can’t understand;
I’d be peaceful if I’d do the things I should.
Jesus forgave so much; why then can’t I?
I want to mold my life after His own.
I pray, I try, but my sinful nature wins;
Lord, help me, I can’t do this thing alone.
In Colossians, I read about the peace of Christ;
Oh, how I long to feel it in my heart.
All I have to do is to forgive,
But Lord, it seems I don’t know where to start.
I need to walk a mile in the other’s shoes;
They’re doing what they think they have to do.
I know some problems are blessings in disguise,
But Lord, sometimes I feel so doggone blue.
Ephesians says "forgive as the Lord forgave you;
Get rid of anger and every form of malice."
I’d love to just let go and release it all,
But upon my heart is a wound that’s become a callus.
I’ll keep praying, trying, Lord, no matter what;
I’m determined to let go and relinquish blame;
Some day, I’ll say, and be truly sincere:
"I forgive it all in Jesus’ precious name."
(Romans 8:28, Colossians 3:13, Ephesians 4:31)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Scar...please
Im worried… always… when I looked some of my most obviously scars.. its look ugly..I wish I can rub them away as soon as possible. But then again, I think, there are some scar I want it permanently to be there… it reminds me, on the road I’ve taken in this world… I have an inch scar looks like crescent in my right arm...an inch on my middle nose, a size of 5 cent scar on my right leg.. (I want it to be there forever) … the scars are not going to be my trademark (hehehe) but, if its still be there until my hairs turn grey looks like I have a lot of childhood stories to be share to my descendant…
But please…no more scar in the future… flawless skin is better, for women indeed!!
But please…no more scar in the future… flawless skin is better, for women indeed!!
Alone ...again
I’m back again… sometimes I felt like im longing for writing something in my blog…
Then again my super laziness attitude was unbearable…
This week, I’ve been alone at home, its not by choice but seem everyone are eager to be home with their beloved family. I want to go home too…
but its just I can’t (for now)…
though I miss my home, dad, mum, my buntal, my pillows, my bed, foods exactly..
Alone make me thought about everything…e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g …yeah,you got it,..its everything… my past, present and future… I do..regrets a lot of things that happened in my life. Sometime I wish I can turn back times or rip a page ( pages if i can) of my life…if I could, I wouldn’t waste every single of great opportunities that poured in my life… I swear I would not… but im not perfect… will not and always not…
As the times passed by, I wish I can look again some of the great opportunities (that I missed) in the future… I dare to take it…
Then again my super laziness attitude was unbearable…
This week, I’ve been alone at home, its not by choice but seem everyone are eager to be home with their beloved family. I want to go home too…
but its just I can’t (for now)…
though I miss my home, dad, mum, my buntal, my pillows, my bed, foods exactly..
Alone make me thought about everything…e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g …yeah,you got it,..its everything… my past, present and future… I do..regrets a lot of things that happened in my life. Sometime I wish I can turn back times or rip a page ( pages if i can) of my life…if I could, I wouldn’t waste every single of great opportunities that poured in my life… I swear I would not… but im not perfect… will not and always not…
As the times passed by, I wish I can look again some of the great opportunities (that I missed) in the future… I dare to take it…
Friday, September 4, 2009
A Pencil...
Seorang pembuat pensil sebelum mengutus pensilnya ke dunia memberikan empat pesan. (1) Kamu bisa melakukan sesuatu yang luar biasa, tetapi hanya jika kamu mau berada di tangan seseorang. (2) Kamu akan menderita setiap kali kamu diruncingkan, tetapi kamu perlu itu untuk menjadi pensil yang baik. (3) Bagian yang terpenting dari hidupmu adalah bagian yang ada di dalam, bukan bagian luarnya. (4) Pada permukaan mana pun juga, selalu tinggalkan jejakmu dan teruslah menulis.
Ilustrasi di atas menyimpan kebenaran rohani yang luar biasa. Pertama, kita memiliki potensi yang luar biasa dan mampu melakukan hal yang besar. Hanya saja kalau kita membiarkan diri berada di tangan Tuhan. Kedua, ada kalanya kita akan mengalami proses-proses pengeratan dan peruncingan yang sangat menyakitkan. Itu membuat kita sangat menderita, tetapi mau tidak mau kita akan melewati proses itu demi kebaikan kita sendiri. Proses pengeratan kedagingan kita akan membuat karakter ilahi muncul dalam hidup kita.
Ketiga, bagian yang terpenting dalam hidup kita adalah bagian yang ada di dalam. Jangan pernah terjebak dengan hal-hal yang hanya merupakan penampilan luar saja. Tuhan tidak pernah tergiur dengan topeng-topeng kita. Tuhan lebih melihat kedalaman hati kita. Keempat, di mana pun Tuhan taruh kita, selalu tinggalkan jejak atau “tulisan-tulisan” yang benar-benar bisa memengaruhi orang yang membacanya. Jadilah orang kristiani yang berpengaruh dan selalu meninggalkan kesan yang mendalam bagi setiap orang yang bertemu dengan kita.
....I was so hopeless,frustrated,even angry sometimes,but when i read "sebuah pensil" .. i slowly gain back all the joyous and blessings i've left behind.. Thank You,Jesus.. for love me as I am...
Ilustrasi di atas menyimpan kebenaran rohani yang luar biasa. Pertama, kita memiliki potensi yang luar biasa dan mampu melakukan hal yang besar. Hanya saja kalau kita membiarkan diri berada di tangan Tuhan. Kedua, ada kalanya kita akan mengalami proses-proses pengeratan dan peruncingan yang sangat menyakitkan. Itu membuat kita sangat menderita, tetapi mau tidak mau kita akan melewati proses itu demi kebaikan kita sendiri. Proses pengeratan kedagingan kita akan membuat karakter ilahi muncul dalam hidup kita.
Ketiga, bagian yang terpenting dalam hidup kita adalah bagian yang ada di dalam. Jangan pernah terjebak dengan hal-hal yang hanya merupakan penampilan luar saja. Tuhan tidak pernah tergiur dengan topeng-topeng kita. Tuhan lebih melihat kedalaman hati kita. Keempat, di mana pun Tuhan taruh kita, selalu tinggalkan jejak atau “tulisan-tulisan” yang benar-benar bisa memengaruhi orang yang membacanya. Jadilah orang kristiani yang berpengaruh dan selalu meninggalkan kesan yang mendalam bagi setiap orang yang bertemu dengan kita.
....I was so hopeless,frustrated,even angry sometimes,but when i read "sebuah pensil" .. i slowly gain back all the joyous and blessings i've left behind.. Thank You,Jesus.. for love me as I am...
My good OLD friends..
To Luciyana, Layni, Zuliza, Noraini, Rowena, Noranida, Rosmarina.
Hey, girls!! I miss all of u…haha..remember the times we used to fight each other.. ketawa smpi keluar air mata.. our teachers separated us because we talked too much in class…haha…tp kta still kirim surat to each others jst to umpat m’gumpat other people..( surat yang ada lukisan muka masing2 lg tu) I remembered the letter that been caught by ms.jee during her math class..she reads it loud in front of our class…what a funny thing.. kta pnyla scared gila..takut rahsia kta bocor..(I guess its between me,lucy and wen)
Remember lg ka..stiap ari jumaat kita pg hospital..hanya nak naik turun lif,..and tengok baby yang baru lahir…( selain buat kerja amal utk zuliza…haha kirim surat cinta dia sma tu doctor...) Seronok ni time kta masih high school dlu.. kta pg makan mee sup d bakau area( blkg skolah kta)..masing2 berabis nak “recreate how the soup taste”… but still cant fight c zuliza pnya mee sup jg la..yang pedas gila tu..
Masa Layni pindah pg kunak,.. mmm ada beberapa malam x dpt tdr.. sbb I cant imagine our group without her..i miss her so much…time tu blm ada hp lg kan so nak keep in touch pn payah…until now..lost contact ngan layni..
I wish our friendship will be everlasting... if there is incarnation...i would ask God,that i want all of u be along my side again...haha...
Skrg all of u dah kerja…Im the one who still in school… arrrgh… tidak sabar rasanya nak kerja..earn money..pamper myself..bla..bla..
Hey, girls!! I miss all of u…haha..remember the times we used to fight each other.. ketawa smpi keluar air mata.. our teachers separated us because we talked too much in class…haha…tp kta still kirim surat to each others jst to umpat m’gumpat other people..( surat yang ada lukisan muka masing2 lg tu) I remembered the letter that been caught by ms.jee during her math class..she reads it loud in front of our class…what a funny thing.. kta pnyla scared gila..takut rahsia kta bocor..(I guess its between me,lucy and wen)
Remember lg ka..stiap ari jumaat kita pg hospital..hanya nak naik turun lif,..and tengok baby yang baru lahir…( selain buat kerja amal utk zuliza…haha kirim surat cinta dia sma tu doctor...) Seronok ni time kta masih high school dlu.. kta pg makan mee sup d bakau area( blkg skolah kta)..masing2 berabis nak “recreate how the soup taste”… but still cant fight c zuliza pnya mee sup jg la..yang pedas gila tu..
Masa Layni pindah pg kunak,.. mmm ada beberapa malam x dpt tdr.. sbb I cant imagine our group without her..i miss her so much…time tu blm ada hp lg kan so nak keep in touch pn payah…until now..lost contact ngan layni..
I wish our friendship will be everlasting... if there is incarnation...i would ask God,that i want all of u be along my side again...haha...
Skrg all of u dah kerja…Im the one who still in school… arrrgh… tidak sabar rasanya nak kerja..earn money..pamper myself..bla..bla..
My Beloved Buntal...
I really love my Buntal…and won’t trade him for anything else. I hope he will grow old with me… be able to love my kids ( soon..after my holy matrimony haha) like I love him.. I wish that he will stay the same … his longer fur,..his “miaw2 manja”... mmm except his bad habit… but my life wouldn’t be thrill if he doesn’t do that ( I guess,..) It consumes energy, time, and my unbelievable patient just to clean his waste… Bathing time for him is so difficult… I have to deal with his aggressive attitude…and unstoppable “miaw2 manja” …
Thanks a lot to my family, for look after my Buntal while im far.. my Buntal weight 4kg 300g ( measured on 30th July 2009) quite big dah dia tu…
I remembered that there were days (3 days) he was missing in action… I was so worried, I cried ...keep searched (even developed a group of search scout (among kids) so I can find my Buntal, and aftertht siap bgi upah lg…) I guess my Buntal pg cari sumandak… (its not that I jealous),.. but please la my Buntal,.. after berjoli tu,..come back home.. I love u so much ba…
So, since my bro ada cat jg..c Grace.. mari kaC kawin Buntal sma c Grace..its will benefit us together jg tu… Sorry my Buntal… I remembered bila kami hantar my mr.Buntal to vet clinic..hotel section (for pets yg kna kaC tggl if the owner was away..) haha…all the other pet’s name is vogue..except my Buntal.. The cat beside him, was Mr.James, the parrot is Ms.Pinky,. (and so on..) but when I look at ur cage… its Mr.Buntal..haha… I laughed a lot and make fun of ur name when I told our family about it..( but Im the one who name u, Buntal…*wink* rite?!!) haha..next time if u have kids, I swear I’ll name them yg cantik2..( to fight my bro’s cat name…c Ms.Grace and the late Mr.Gary)..
p/s: Wes, I know u still in mourning time… So sorry to heard Mr.Gary was dead (1st sept 09) already.. I know how its felt..remembered how we love C Pungut…last2 mati kena pukul org “gila” tu…slow dead lg dia tu..
Thanks a lot to my family, for look after my Buntal while im far.. my Buntal weight 4kg 300g ( measured on 30th July 2009) quite big dah dia tu…
I remembered that there were days (3 days) he was missing in action… I was so worried, I cried ...keep searched (even developed a group of search scout (among kids) so I can find my Buntal, and aftertht siap bgi upah lg…) I guess my Buntal pg cari sumandak… (its not that I jealous),.. but please la my Buntal,.. after berjoli tu,..come back home.. I love u so much ba…
So, since my bro ada cat jg..c Grace.. mari kaC kawin Buntal sma c Grace..its will benefit us together jg tu… Sorry my Buntal… I remembered bila kami hantar my mr.Buntal to vet clinic..hotel section (for pets yg kna kaC tggl if the owner was away..) haha…all the other pet’s name is vogue..except my Buntal.. The cat beside him, was Mr.James, the parrot is Ms.Pinky,. (and so on..) but when I look at ur cage… its Mr.Buntal..haha… I laughed a lot and make fun of ur name when I told our family about it..( but Im the one who name u, Buntal…*wink* rite?!!) haha..next time if u have kids, I swear I’ll name them yg cantik2..( to fight my bro’s cat name…c Ms.Grace and the late Mr.Gary)..
p/s: Wes, I know u still in mourning time… So sorry to heard Mr.Gary was dead (1st sept 09) already.. I know how its felt..remembered how we love C Pungut…last2 mati kena pukul org “gila” tu…slow dead lg dia tu..
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I restart my blog again...lama tak blog so, i make my new blog as i thought mmm..lets write something during salad days...so i have to move the previous posts to this my new blog..
1st Love -reminiscence
Its been years ago.. seronok rasanya bila perasaan cinta itu hadir.(apa lagi klu 1st love kan..) When I remember it, I jst want to burst and cry (sometime la..regreting I guess)… but let bygone be bygone… anyway, it’s a feeling that money cant buy.
But the heartbreak took times to heal… tipu sebenarnya pepatah “lets time heal the wound”.. (hehe bagi akulah) maybe I love him much than the words can describe, so when it came to an end, I felt a part of myself been rip off…its really hurt that I thought( on that time la) its better if I just lost my mind… but suddenly I remembered the pray … doa yang slalu aku mohon..for my life..(…God, You know exactly the best man in my life..blah,blah,blah).. and after 2 years of my relationship, its ended. I know God have answered it. Even from the start, I have a feeling that this man wouldn’t be the one im sharing my bed with (haha) for the rest of my life..(bcoz sometimes, I dreamed that I don’t want to walk the aisle with him,..haha) … (thank God its ended) its jst the breakup process I dnt like.. he’s been a coward to admit it personally…people said he’s a good guy, a loyal fren ( and so on) .. but after what had happened, my respect to him..lansung tiada…( I still remembered that on that time I love him so much, that even if something happened to him, like he suddenly buta or else, im willing to be with him for the rest of his life) so, I guess he’s the one who lose more…BECAUSE I CAN LOVE SOMEONE ELSE LIKE I LOVE HIM… but I believe in karma too… klu kta buat jahat pd seseorg...akan di balas jahat jg..(the situation myb changes but the *hurt* feeling will be the same) haha…
So, guys if u loves someone…don’t make her/he know ur feeling for them… If u say “I love u” let it be forever.. or u might end up hurting them…
But the heartbreak took times to heal… tipu sebenarnya pepatah “lets time heal the wound”.. (hehe bagi akulah) maybe I love him much than the words can describe, so when it came to an end, I felt a part of myself been rip off…its really hurt that I thought( on that time la) its better if I just lost my mind… but suddenly I remembered the pray … doa yang slalu aku mohon..for my life..(…God, You know exactly the best man in my life..blah,blah,blah).. and after 2 years of my relationship, its ended. I know God have answered it. Even from the start, I have a feeling that this man wouldn’t be the one im sharing my bed with (haha) for the rest of my life..(bcoz sometimes, I dreamed that I don’t want to walk the aisle with him,..haha) … (thank God its ended) its jst the breakup process I dnt like.. he’s been a coward to admit it personally…people said he’s a good guy, a loyal fren ( and so on) .. but after what had happened, my respect to him..lansung tiada…( I still remembered that on that time I love him so much, that even if something happened to him, like he suddenly buta or else, im willing to be with him for the rest of his life) so, I guess he’s the one who lose more…BECAUSE I CAN LOVE SOMEONE ELSE LIKE I LOVE HIM… but I believe in karma too… klu kta buat jahat pd seseorg...akan di balas jahat jg..(the situation myb changes but the *hurt* feeling will be the same) haha…
So, guys if u loves someone…don’t make her/he know ur feeling for them… If u say “I love u” let it be forever.. or u might end up hurting them…
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