Welcome November!

Its November tomorrow!! How time flies… it’s two more months to go to welcome 2010!!
Lots of friend are getting marry soon.. I wish them luck. May love that they cherished will be forever ‘till their last breathe. i’m happy for them, though it gives me a slightly jealous feeling..haha… wish I can meet my soul mate soon… I dnt wnt to be in rush in finding ones… but, please God, let it be worth waiting... im not perfect, so I would not looking for mr.perfect. and I won’t search for someone who I can see my reflection in.
I want someone I can trust on, someone who let me be “me”, someone who can see far beyond the wall, someone who I can share my silly jokes and laugh together, someone who see kindness in others not their impurities, someone who bring me out of blue, someone who respect other ideologies, someone who love Jesus Christ…

Lord, I am sorry…

Its really hard for me, when rage and fury overwhelm in my heart. I know my will to Your commands must be deferred. In all things, Lord works only for my good. You continuously give me blessing that I can’t understand. Sometime, I think I’d be peaceful if I’d do the things I want. But I know I’ll only gain temporary happiness then… I should be wise in choosing my path… Lord, here again I kneel down to pray, I want to mold my life after You. I pray, I try, but my sinful nature wins. Lord, help me, I can’t do anything without you.

(*_*)

Recently, I was listening to a new hymn of God, I never heard this song before which is entitle ‘Hati sebagai murid’. Somehow the lyrics are so beautiful, and leave behind a wonderful touch in my heart. It sung by an Indonesia singer. Here are the lyrics;

Disaat ku tak mengerti,
Perkara yang sedang kualami,
Kupercaya Kau-lah Tuhan,
Yang tahu apa yang sedang Kau lakukan

c/o
Kutahu Kau sedang mengajarku,
Lewat s’gala sesuatu,
Agarku semakin serupa gambaran-Mu
B’rikanku hati sebagai murid-Mu
Yang mendapat hikmat-Mu
Agarku selalu tinggal dalam kemuliaan-Mu

tekanan lagi..

My life today is some kind of erratic. The mind was exhausted… I supposed (YEAH SUPPOSED) to print out my asgmnt which is a poster few days earlier so that I won’t be in rush today.. when I printed it out it was out of far from what I expected it should be.. the pixel is blur..aiyahh… I have to redo the poster again… this is what I gain from procrastinate the “holy time”!! The date line is today!! I didn’t make it.. I’m going to send it by tomorrow..yay..kena tolak markah lagi..but at least I send it or no marks at all…sad na sad ako..

Let’s pray for each other

When the Indonesia was continuously being hits by disasters,
A lot of people were making their own judgments to what had happened to Indonesia.
Some said, Indonesia was cursed because all what happened in the past. Their economic, terrorism, natural disasters was occurred on the same time… there were tears for the sudden deaths, famine may become a part of certain families, some has an open sky as their roofs as lives may be erratic, for the injured victims, their lives may not be the same again… imagine if we were on their shoes…
To all Indonesian,
As a Malaysian, being the nearest neighborhood to you, I do felt dismay to what happened recently…your burden was palpable…
With this small hand I close to together, I pray for you…God bless you, Indonesia. Amen!

umiiyak sa puso ko!!

Final exam is jst aroun' d corner.yet,still haven't start my revision... am i kidding myself rite now?!! aiyaa,..im kinda stress,thinking where to move for next semester, my brother's identity problem,budgeting my money, my grades,...im having flaking skin, kinda pimply this month(yeah, padan muka..switch2 facial cleanser kan..plus the weather is piping hot all days..)

makanan rohani

(For it is by your words that you will not be guilty and it is by your words that you will be guilty- matt 12:37)

“Karena menurut ucapanmu engkau dibenarkan dan menurut ucapanmu engkau akan dihukum.” Matius 12:37

Ketika kita menelusuri Alkitab dengan membacanya dari kitab Kejadian hingga Wahyu kita akan menemukan ada ribuan janji/ Firman Allah yang tertulis. Allah tidak hanya memberikan janji-janjiNya itu pada kita supaya kita percaya saja, tetapi supaya kita juga memperkatakan janji-janji Allah itu. Dan melalui ucapan/perkataan, kita dapat memperoleh dua hal iaitu, dibenarkan atau dihukum. Kita bukan sahaja bersalah kerana tindak tanduk perlakuan kita tetapi juga oleh kerana ucapan kita, perkataannya yang dianggap dapat merugikan orang , apabila ucapan seseorang itu bermakna, dapat memberi inspirasi, semangat, dan motivasi, maka orang tersebut akan dihargai, dikenal baik, dan dihormati orang. Melalui ucapan seseorang, kita dapat melihat apakah ia orang beriman atau tidak. Begitu pentingnya ucapan itu.
Apakah yang kita ucapkan dalam kehidupan sehari-hari? Apakah ucapan atau perkataan itu menyatakan tentang kegagalanmu, ketidakmampuanmu, kekecewaanmu, kemarahanmu? Boleh saja kita menyatakan hal itu, namun hal itu tidak berguna dan tidak mendatangkan berkat bagi kita. Janganlah ucapkan hal-hal yang sia-sia, karena dapat menambah masalah. Kita harus memiliki ucapan yang membangun, yang sedap didengar, ucapan yang mengundang kuasa Allah terjadi.

Mi nueva casa..

Estoy tan feliz... mi familia se desplazara a nuestra nueva casa en el final de este ano... la casa es muy grande de mi casa ahora...

hooray!!

My silent moment..

Forgive me Lord! To felt devastated,.. Pledging for more blessings, in my life, though I know I have enough to live on… I am far more lucky than those what the world address as homeless people, those who stricken in poverty and less-fortunate.. Im not born with silver spoon in my mouth, I knew how much mama and papa struggle to achieve with what we have now…I knw God led our path... Im not perfect… but I wish those my flaws will soon invisible to others. Meeting with (what I considered) rude people, I did sometimes saw their reflection in me. That’s made me enough to struggle not to do the same things again and again.
Teach me Lord, not to judge people by their looks; Your are the One who moulds them. If I judge, Im judging every single thing of Your piece of works…
Teach me Lord, to give more… I knw there will be enough for everyone…
Teach me Lord, to love more… even to those who hurt my heart…
And…teach me how to use my tongue to bless others… with compliment, sincere advice…and not to curse.

Amen…

Be careful!!

Be careful of your thoughts
for your thoughts become your word.
Be careful of your words
for your words become your actions.
Be careful of your actions
for your actions become your habits.
Be careful of your habits
for your habits become your character.
Be careful of your character
for your character becomes your destiny.

aishh..aishh

Hari ini..mcm rindu rasanya untuk menulis sesuatu…

Kadang2 aku rasa pelik la…mungkin aku yang terlalu sensitive or what… aku ada sorang kawan ni… bila tguk luaran mmg nampak alim ni..biasalah slalu dgr lagu rohani, always baca bible and melayani di church, ..hinggakan when I curse ( yeah, I do curse sometime…buduh,gila,sot etc..) dia akan tegur ni marah la tu kunun… tp dia apa kurangnya..klu bergurau, lansung tak lucu… dia lansung tak sedar yg gurauan dia tu menghina…kutuk luaran org... pelik sikit budak ni…ntahla dia sedar or tidak perangai buruk dia tu.. yelah, kita ni manusia, punya hati berbeza… bukan semua org suka gurauan cara hinaan… mmm…tau laa org bnyk kekurangan… tp please la jangan kutuk mcm tu,.. klu nak kutuk pun, kutuk la time tu org x dgr..supaya x jugala sedih c empunya diri..( if aku lah..aku akan kutuk sembunyi2, biar aku ja yg berdosa,..asal c empunya diri x kecil hati pastu tersandung)…aishh…